I am unbalanced I have decided. Not mentally but in life, I have a hard time finding even a moderate balance between work, kung fu, freelance and well just plain old living. Time for myself is the first to go, a habit I picked up in college when my choices were homework, food showering or sleep and I could usually only pick two on a lucky week three. The last week or so I have been working to fix this and have been making improvements. I managed to make a trip to b.c. where my phone was rendered useless, which was such a good feeling being so disconnected. An even better feeling was doing my forms on a mountain in the middle of nowhere with the sound of a river flowing nearby. Also I have started a new and proper routine for training so hopefully it goes well and I can keep up with it my inability to keep routines is one of my biggest short comings.
But now I am tired, a little hungry and ready to go home for the day
"You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself any direction you choose. You're on your own. And you know what you know. And YOU are the one who'll decide where to go..."
— Dr. Seuss (Oh, the Places You'll Go!)
